rest in peace, my love, on this wild night

Ten nights have passed since I last saw you A comet lit up the sky last night, did you see it? This morning looks so sunny And as I sit on a crowded bus, next to strangers, I wonder what you are doing I want to see you again Do you want to see me too?

I know you had a younger man beside you, at work But I kept quiet And I had a younger woman beside me, at dinner But I never told you A mist stops me from seeing your silhouette on the pink horizon I wanted to say, “stop! stay with me for a while longer!” but my voice was silent, I don't know why What are we, really?

Someone plays Beethoven's music in the background And I think to myself, nobody knows who Elise is, in his famous dedication It is better this way, then Nobody knows who you are in my songs How does Elise see Beethoven? What kind of Beethoven does Elise see? I wonder to myself. And what is my reflection in your eyes?

thank you, I guess that's what I want to say thank you for loving me though I am a worm and not a man But now I know even a worm can feel happy and loved and even worms can taste happiness as they crawl in the dirt and die in the darkness, forgotten by passing-by humans of yesterday and tomorrow

thank you, and I love you

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